Whispering Nostalgia

the weekdays are here so i’m preparing for the lack of sleep again. bad bad bad!
reminisced about the past, the people i encountered, the things i been through, the place i have been; life isn’t that bad eh? haha. how many regrets do each of us withhold, i fathom.

i guess each and every of us hold our own regrets. What is yours? Mine would be hurting the one that unconditionally loved and cared for my being . Although things have move on for nearly 3 years? Both of us have moved on, growing up and maturing into what we are today. Some days i admit i do deeply think, what would had happen if i wasn’t so wild in the past. would we still be together? maybe yes, maybe no; i don’t know. Hurting someone who embraced me that much is a huge sin i guess. Karma have caught up on me and since then, there was never a second “you” anymore.

like the old tales said, humans never cherish something till the day they’re gone. majority of the beings probably hasn’t got this in their head. we are always foolish enough to learn it the hard way. we often take kindness and goodness for granted, we will never learn to appreciate and be grateful. At a age of 21, im certain enough to said i went through a chunk of shits and witnessing and experiencing numerous reality cruelness than more people probably do at my age. The vicious experiences really make us grow, evolve spiritually and mentally.

Start cherishing people whom love and care for you! Appreciate the little things they had done for you!
you would never want a regret plaguing and following you around your entire life. trust me, it sucks.
got to run along,

good night world.
my heart is screaming.